Well I'm not really looking forward to today. It didn't really get off to the best of starts either. I don't know why but I had a look at someone's Journal here on DeviantArt which was about me. It was a pretty old journal entry which is why I don't know why I re-read it. Anyway it wasn't favourable...

Well it wasn't really the journal that was what's got the day off to a bad start. It was the comments. Reading the comments of people who have never spoken to me, and don't know me. All of whome are calling me an arse-hole or things to that effect. It really got to me that someone whome all I did was try and be friends with, someone who I tried to support and help, villianised me.

I don't care if people don't like me, that's their choice. But I hate it when people think that I am something which I'm not. The fact that the reason why this person made me out to be awful was because of two reason;
1. This person misunderstood something which I said (that was meant to help her in a way), and became really annoyed at me.
2. That because this person was being really off with me, and never told me why, this got me feeling unwanted and insecure. Which then in turn prompted this person to do a rant about me on their page.

So anyway, in short this has pissed me off no end. I don't even know if this person will even talk to me again. I dare not message them, incase this sparks them to call me a whining 10 year old... again. My problem being it's me who is missing out talking to someone I enjoyed a lot, and to them... well I'd just hate to think that they wouldn't even notice.

The other reason's today is going to be a long day are as follows;
1. We had no milk for cerial.
2. My toast was turned to some carbon substance, even the dog wouldn't touch it!
3. Today is my "day off" and I'm in work for 7am doing manual work until 6pm *sobs*
4. Well that was it really... I just wanted to rant ^_^;;


NB : After rushing to write all this before I went to work I never actually clicked the "Add" button... Ooops ^_^;; But it does mean I can tell you that today really did seem to go on forever.